Saturday, April 16, 2011

All of this, without a title...


[Without a title]

Slowly I understand the repercussions of what I did.
Even slower she realizes.

Our eyes now search for words to say but nothing speaks sweeter than
the speaker at the moment.
I condone it.

It's cool, that smooth movement you do when u try to recall who is who
but in this room its just me and you.

Your blurred slurs occur between verbs as I nestle in your essence.
Them curves aint much worse.

I continue to grasp the natural attacks of my impulses only to be
subdued by your urges.
I've urged you for control and your answer was 'what's the purpose?'

Still nothing touched the air but the aftermath of a half answered
solution. Diluted wit the advise of lonely illusions.

Confused, cuz to think at one point what I knew was true, I thought was not.
But to rot in my self constructed tomb I refuse.

I embraced the warmth of face, saved. Deprived once upon a time but
see time did not stop and wait like I did.

It kept moving like how the message intruded my thoughts, revealing
what I wouldn't forget which is you.

You in all forms, formless in a sense to mold into what we both knew
was once innocence.
But now bred from the negligence of where settle met better than.
Better than met relevant and there on.

Better to be led away then led on but as you can see, we both, are
going no where.
And if we do we'll be right back, cuz when your show is on there are
no interruptions and one episode isn't enough.

As control of the situation shifts like wide hips, I can only shake my
head as the silence is lifted.
Such a moment this gift is... Time.

What seemed like an eternity, was only moments between confirming to
me what couldn't be bought with current currency... Even though some
would beg to differ.

It is what it is by your standards....

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Valentines Day anyone? or not...

ANYBODY TAKING PART IN VALENTINES DAY OR NOT BUT STILL DOWN FOR LOVE HERES SOME MUSIC THAT MAY DESCRIBE WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH IN THE EYES OF SOMEONE SHARING YOUR VISION... Lost In Love by Steeve Sam of The DREAMCATCHERS


I myself am a fan of Love. I don't see the point in the participation of hate. The connection between two people could be life changing. Whether good or bad when love hits...you'll know.

DJ EZRAKH + STEEVE SAM = LOST IN LOVE V-DAY SAMPLER



Sunday, January 3, 2010

Beyond the Shadows

Long story short,I write poetry. Pretty much always have, its the root of what my music soon became. Haven't written in quite some time but after a few conversations yesterday from a couple friends and watching the history channel, the spark has once again been lit. Enjoy.


BEYOND THE SHADOWS

In search of light I reach through darkness
Appealed by the unknown, my mind then roams for a place my heart does seek
I speak but no words pierce the abyss that is the battlefield of love
And stands alone so that the open arms of self control welcomes my emotion
It seems devotion leaves me spoken
But there is no one to listen
I hear sound but no vision...
Closed minds pay attention to the body of nothingness, in hope of something that leads to wat was deemed unimaginable
Stretch the truth? I dare not or the truth would stretch me far beyond the boundaries of ones own capacity
Incapacitated by the sting of what once was
My minds recalls the past, presently involving the pain of my current state of singularity
Irregular thoughts crave my carnal urge to dive into the day we meet again, yet torn by the day that we already have..
When day meets night.
When brave meets fright.
Leaving me unsure to embrace what I have conditioned myself to believe was extinct in society
Which is why I ran away in the first place to find myself right back in the same position I told myself I refuse to be in
What is it about the light that encourages you to hide? I'm here...where are you?

Sunday, November 22, 2009

WTF were YOU thinking?

Ok, people...

This is dedicated to all the people in the world who gets the side eye for doing what ever it is that you are doing or did. Seriously, what possessed you to do the things you do world? I just don't understand. Don't get me wrong, somethings are just plain funny, and others I just want to ask WTF were you thinking?




Lets start with and easy one..



Enough said...

Now while VERY entertaining, yet classified as degrading this next one is a shout out to the women who shake their ass on camera. I mean I can see why people can be offended by this but WTF does that have to do with you? "Its setting back women kind!!" No no no no no no no... She is setting back herself. She has nothing to do with you or anything you represent since she is representing herself. Disagree, agree i don't care. I just don't understand how people get so upset at the actions of others that has nothing to do with them. If that's what they want to do, more power to them. BUT, this is a little deeper than that.

At the risk of sounding like a giant contradiction, I just want to know WTF were you thinking when you decided to do this. And I don't mean just any old thing. I am specifically talking about setting up a camera, putting on your favorite track, getting half naked (or naked) and wobbling and shaking your ass through the intro, hook and 3 verses to a song. Now like i said this is very entertaining to watch, honestly if your with your friends and just buggin fine, your fully clothed just having fun. But this is directed to the individuals DEAD SERIOUS about shakin' their ass for the camera. Its just funny how some of the video girls or women trying to become a video girls do this. Like really how much respect you expect to get when your resume is an HD resolution 5 min clip of you givin a round of applause with your booty meat to the latest club track. You wonder why every industry head tryna smash...you may look good but its cuz they know you can suck the change out their front pocket with your butt.

Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against video girls at all, they are sometimes what makes videos as good as they are nowadays but C'mon Son! Like i said before, do what you do. Life is short. But if you don't want to be come at like some random stripper hoe, I'd like for you to not do strippin ass hoe shit lol. Def didn't I would write this much but o well...

Examples.. (your welcome for the publicity)



LOL



too much time on your hands?? so u decided to just record yourself shakin your ass to put on the internet?? lol

I'd find more but you get my point...

Ok give me 5 mins I gotta uhhh...do something.......
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Ok Im good... lol

Next, this is just a few things ive seen.. the DUMB ish people do...



HAHA



Door to door service...

And some pics..



I just found this to be quite creative..



While I know this happens on college campuses around the globe, I realize you need to have an excessive amount of Duck tape in your house or go out and spend quite bit of money just to pull this off...I say why??




Talk about fun...who needs a slip and slide??




And I thought I didnt like MY job....

And some more DUMB ish..



SMH...



First off, I got 3 tatts as of now... how u fall asleep while getting your FACE tatted is beyond me... and for 53 more stars than you asked for..

Again I can go on for days, but maybe we'll save that for another time...

Monday, November 16, 2009

An Ode to Firsts

I didn't think I'd get into these blogs, but I did. So being that this is my first blog I shall use this post as an ode to a bunch of firsts in my life...enjoy.

VIDEO GAMES:


I know everyone had one of these...



Def had all versions of these...

TV SHOWS:

I was down with all that was considered 'Nickelodeon' as a kid but these were a few of the shows I watched faithfully.







Let me pause right fast and take a look at a transformation...




FIRST SONGS MEMORIZED:

BLACKSTREET - NO DIGGITY feat. DR. DRE




FIRST SONG I RECORDED:

Remixed Mario's 'Let Me Love You' with a computer program, computer mic and stood next to the speakers and did the whole song in 1 take.


Ready - Deuce aka Da Future

FIRST STUDIO QUALITY RECORDED SONG:

FUTURE - UNFAMILIAR NATURE prod. Parlay of The DREAMCATCHERS


Unfamiliar Nature - The Future


BENATTON BOYZ FEAT. FUTURE - GET AT ME


Get At Me Feat. Future - Benatton Boyz



Now to some of the more personal stuff lmao...


FIRST FEMALE ATHLETE CRUSH:

DOMINIQUE DAWES

Then...



Now...



FIRST WHITE GIRL CRUSH:

DANIELLE FISHEL AKA TOPANGA (Boy Meets World)







YUMMAAYYY!!! LOL


FIRST ACTRESS/SINGER CRUSH:

I had far too many but this was just my top 3 growin up...

MALINDA WILLIAMS



NIA LONG



AALIYAH



Rest in peace, she was talented and gorgeous...



Some of y'all girls need to bring back dressing like that...word!

I have more but I would be going on for days. If you care to add to the list, be my guest...but that was my ode to firsts.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Live Your Life

What have you learned about your past that ensures your future? It is much about a person's will and persistence that can be the difference between succession and failure.



I can honestly say that life has been exactly what I expected it to be. Growth, attitude, determination, mistakes, disappointment, surprises, LIFE. What more can u ask for? I'm sure that I'm missing somethings but that's what life is. You can want everything in the world but if your not willing or too afraid to go through LIFE to get to where you want to go, then don't expect to glide through life without any issues. All of what doesn't make you who you are makes you who you aren't. Sit back, relax and enjoy life. Don't let the irrelevant become relevant.